Ten different things you wish you could say to ten different people right now.
1. I still think you treat me badly sometimes, but I will never resent you. You've taught me how to be stronger and my own person. I love you.
2. SO WE SHOULD BE FRIENDS AGAIN KAY.<3
3. I wish you could be more supportive of my decisions, even when they aren't what you agree with.
4. It's been years but I can't help but wonder how you're doing. You okay?
5. I can't believe I fell for your shit as hard as I did. I see now you're nothing but a manipulative, selfish, insane bitch.
6. I used to idolize you but now I see you're no better than everyone else.
7. You should've just hit me, cunt.
8. When I see you next we're going to spend quality time together. I should know you better.
9. You two need to sort your shit out and stop reminding me of why I left my mom's house in the first place. If you're going to scream, go UPSTAIRS.
10. I wish you knew when to back off.
Nine things about yourself.
1. I clean when I'm upset/arguing with someone. Seriously, yell at me hard enough and the place will sparkle.
2. I bite my nails until they bleed. Nervous habit.
3. I can't cook. Anything.
4. I'm a tattoo fanatic but I've yet to get any myself.
5. I can't go a day without my cell phone or best friend, Mary Jane.
6. In a spiteful rage about a year ago I taught myself how to do makeup. Still picking up a few things, of course.
7. I hated my A&W job but did ridiculous things for it, like scaling a 25ft barbed wire fence to retrieve keys.
8. I will never remove my tongue piercing, unless it starts screwing up my tongue or teeth. I love it.<3
9. I don't dot my i's or j's when I write by hand.
Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Good cook.
3. Great sense of humor.
4. The ability to laugh at yourself.
5. The ability to actually confide in me.
7 things that cross your mind a lot.
4. The people I don't talk to anymore.
6. Not being able to make rent.
6 things you wish you never did.
1. all dem pills.
2. Binge/purge. (year in recovery)
3. Start smoking. (but I quit now!)
4. Start my 7 year SI event.
5. Piss off my BEST friends.
6. Push people away that I should have kept close.
Five turn offs.
1. Bad teeth.
2. Greasy hair/skin.
Four turn ons.
1. those winter eyes.<3
2. Amazing food.
3. His smell and smile.
4. Pixie-esque girls.
Three smileys that describe your life.
^Those still work. xD
Two things you want to do before you die.
1. Get all the tattoos I've planned and more.
2. Own Toxic Vision clothing.
Travelling the world would still be nice too.
1. I've fucked up a lot over the last few years. My confession is this: I don't know why everyone in my life is still in it, I don't deserve it, but I'm extremely grateful. Thank you.<3